World of Destiny

World of Destiny
Click on image to purchase kindle version for $0.99,,,World of Destiny is about Trevor Sansing and his daughter, Sarah, who have survived the demise of most of Earth’s population. When they venture from their East Texas home, they are rescued/abducted by aliens and brought to a new world. They learn en-route that Connie Sansing, who was visiting neighbors when all this happened, was also picked up and brought to the same world. But they have no clue where she was taken on this strange planet. They have to find her. They learn that this new world is already sparsely populated by abductees that have been brought here over the last eighty years. Connie could be anywhere, and they have to find her. But they will need a guide. Without much choice, they are thrown in with a group of kids who were all born on this world. They reluctantly agree to let the Sansings tag along. The adventure begins and the search is on.

World of Destiny

World of Destiny
Click on Image to purchase for $0.99,.. Reeling from the shock of unpleasant revelations and the dissolution of life as he knew it, Trevor and friends indulge in a quest of discovery on a newly discovered world. With their new friend, Mary, the whole Galaxy is theirs to explore. However, unfortunate events keep pulling them back to Earth and placing them in the forefront of uncontrollable turmoil in spite of their best efforts to just escape from it all.

World of Destiny

World of Destiny
Trevor Sansing and his crew, of mostly young adults aboard the living ship they call Mary, have returned to the world they’ve named “Destiny”. Humanity is on the brink of extinction with only the Israeli population and small pockets elsewhere that have managed to survive the onslaught of the Asunimi on Earth. On Destiny, man’s survival has always been tenuous at best. Unexpected events on Earth had unnerved them all. Now, Trevor and his friends, only want a little R&R and are looking forward to some down time. For Trevor’s friends, Destiny is home. More and more, Trevor realizes that for him and his daughter, Sarah, Destiny has become “home” as well. However, as soon as they arrive, Mary receives a telepathic message from one of her companion ships. The message is simple, but Trevor is sure it can’t be right. It states simply, “WE HAVE FOUND GOD”.

World of Destiny Part 4: Repercussions

World of Destiny Part 4: Repercussions
Sometimes, things come back to bite you on your backside. Trevor Sansing had a run-in with these red-eyed aliens once before. He thought he had seen the last of them. He was wrong. They have discovered a way to pass through the portals without suffering the psychological damage that happens to all non-telepathic beings who dare to enter there. They are obviously aware of Destiny’s location. And they are staging troops and material for an attack. Trevor knows they cannot be reasoned with. The question is what is there that the people of Destiny can do about it. Destiny is ill-prepared to fend off an invasion. Abandon Destiny and run for Earth? Earth isn’t much better off than Destiny. Someone needs to come up with a plan to meet this latest threat that has the potential of wiping out the small remnant of humanity barely surviving on Destiny. And Trevor fears they won’t stop there. Earth will be their next target.

Monday, January 7, 2013

Settling In


Settling In
  Okay, we’re starting to settle in to this new year, 2013, – that’s just me trying to get used to writing that number so I won’t mess up my next check with the old one. So what’s on our minds these days? Besides, fiscal cliffs, mountains of debt, gun control, and the President making a grab for staying in power forever, what else is there? Let’s see, I’ve heard talk of a new feature in our National landscape called a River of Despair. Really? Anyone know where this new oddity is located? I’ve been looking for it on Google maps. I figured it would be somewhere near the fiscal cliff or that big mountain of debt. But I haven’t been able to find any of them. What state is it in? None of them? Oh, the State of Consciousness you say? Which state is that, and where is it located? Is it anywhere near Wisconsin? Oh, I get it. You’re saying it’s not a physical reality - rather it’s a mental one. Alright then, I like those. I’m pretty familiar with mental realities – well at least the kind that aren’t very real.  The ones that have nothing to do with reality whatsoever are my personal favorites. But you say this river of despair is not a personal one, but rather a national phenomenon. Looking around, I have to admit there does seem to be quite a bit of that these days. Kind of like the flu, it spreads every time someone sneezes. And looking at the problems we face as a nation, I might even see where some of it is justifiable. But you know, one of the hard lessons I’ve learned over the many years of my ancient life is that wasting time on despair is about as useful as entertaining a fear of death. No matter how bad things may seem to be. Despair solves nothing. A fear of death won’t prolong your life one single day beyond its natural course. I am aware that many of you, rather than bob along like a cork on the river of despair, tune it all out and remain blissfully ignorant of the situation entirely. I guess that’s one way to deal with it. It’s just me, I know, but I abhor willful ignorance. Yes there are some awful big problems looming out there that seem to be insurmountable. Despairing about them and a dollar will barely get you a cup of coffee (won’t even come close if you’re in Starbucks!).  I’ve seen “Red Dawn” so I know how this could all end. But you know what, if it does – it does. If we all die at once, so be it. If you read the fine print of your contract, you will see that there was never a guarantee that you would get out of this life alive in the first place. Life is only a short layover on a long, long road. (Don’t ask me why. I don’t know either. But it’s right there in the contract. Wait, you didn’t get a copy? Hold on, I’ll fax you mine.) So, my advice, and new personal slogan, is: BE AWARE –BUT DON’T DESPAIR. 

Thursday, January 3, 2013

My Busy Day


My Busy Day
  Some people would laugh at that one. I can almost hear family and friends –“You, have a busy day? Come on, you don’t do anything all day but sit in front of that stupid computer. You’re retired for Pete’s sake. Man I wish I didn’t have to go to work.”  Yep, that’s what I get all the time. They just don’t know. I’ve been retired for a year and a half now. Since I retired, I’ve dusted off an old manuscript and turned it into a book. Then I wrote another one. You can see them both right there at the top of this blog. I’m just about finished with book number three. Am I doing all this in the comfort of my own home? Nope. Monday through Friday I spend at my father’s house which is fifty miles from my house. My father had a stroke three years ago, and I’ve been taking care of him ever since. For a time he was able to manage on his own for a couple of days while I went home to be with my wife. Then six months ago he was diagnosed with colon cancer and had to have surgery. It came out okay, but he’s not in the best of shape since then. Someone has to stay with him all the time now. We hired a couple to stay with him on the weekends so my wife won’t forget who I am. Anyway, I do the cooking and cleaning around here and help him when he needs it. These days he sleeps more than he’s awake, so it does give me plenty of time in front of this computer. I don’t watch much TV and that would keep him awake anyway. So here’s how my day goes. We get up in the morning and I fix coffee and breakfast. He stays up for a little while, but then it’s back to bed for him. I fire up the computer and check all my email…I have three different accounts. I get several newsletters, so I read those first. Then I go to some web news sites and see what’s going on in the world since yesterday. Then I check my facebook page and answer any queries there or make a few smart-alecky remarks just to stir up my list of friends and family to see whose paying attention. If there is nothing there, I leave a quote or two and go about my business. Then I check the alternative news channels and see what the latest conspiracies are…I love those…gives me great ideas for my books sometimes. Nowadays, I also have to go to this blog page and come up with something. Not an easy job! Then it’s off to check on the status of my two books . So far, not much change or movement there. Then I stress over what to do about that. By this time dad is back up and hungry for lunch…I know because he comes rolling up behind me in his power chair and says, “I’m hungry!” and scares the crap out of me.  So I fix lunch, and then wash the dishes. He watches TV for a little while, and then it’s time for his afternoon nap. I crack my knuckles and get back on the computer. I have a whole long list of blogs and websites…you can see most of them right there on the right…that I check up on to see if anything new has turned up there. I read a few of those and then move on. Now its time to really get busy. I open up book number three and try to figure out where I left off and see just where those guys want to go today. It usually surprises me just as much as it does them. I don’t use an outline. I don’t make notes in a spiral notebook. I just sit down and let her rip. To me that’s the fun part. I’m enjoying reading the story as it develops right there in front of me one word at a time. I dread finishing the story. Editing is work. I wish I could afford to pay someone else to do that part of the process. Besides I already have several ideas percolating in my little pea brain for the next book, and I’d rather be splashing those words all over the page than making sure that other one is in good shape. But anyway, I try to keep at it until dad wakes up again. He usually does around four in the afternoon and comes in here for a snack and then more TV. Impossible to write with that going on…he likes it loud! So that’s the time I usually read someone else’s book or head over to twitter and see what’s happening there. The rest of the evening I kinda bounce around between twitter and facebook. Sometimes, after dad has turned in for the night, I will get back to writing at least up until about ten or so. Then it’s off to my room where I will read someone else’s book until I fall asleep around eleven or twelve. Next morning - do it all over again. It is not the way I had envisioned spending my retirement years. And when I started out, I only dreamed of finishing that one book and getting it out there. I don’t know what possessed me to write another one, and then another one. This thing has turned into another job! Not much of a money making job mind you, but a time consuming one. So my days are pretty busy, and I guess that’s better than the alternative. I know lots of people that retired and got bored after a few months. So they went back to work. That ain’t happening here folks. So see you around…I’ve got to get busy!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

My Big Toe


My Big Toe
  A brand new year starts today, 01/01/2013. I remember as a kid reading sci-fi books and thinking that 20anything was a long way off, and I would probably never live to see it. I really did expect that, if by some off chance I did, I would be flying around in my aircar. And my personal robot would do all the heavy lifting for me by then. Kind of like the Jetsons, right? Isn’t that how it was supposed to be? Today, I still have to do all the heavy lifting, and I even had to cook dinner for my dad and myself – no personal robot to help out. And my car? That thing wouldn’t fly if I got out and pushed. So, was our optimism misplaced back then? I don’t think so. Optimism is always a good thing and a fine motivator. The trick is not to be too disappointed if some of those lofty goals aren’t met. In that spirit, I never set goals that will be too hard to meet for the coming year. In fact, the older I get, the fewer and fewer goals even bother to show up on my to-do list. This year, I only plan to write more, live more, and love more. All goals that I think are pretty realistic if not so ambitious. With the resolutions chore out of the way, it’s time to move on to loftier matters. My big toe. Don’t get excited…I’m not going to wax poetic about the larger appendages on my two left feet. My big T.O.E. is my own personal Theory Of Everything. If you’ve already read some of my earliest articles on this blog, you already know what some of that theory entails. But let me fine tune it a little for you. I will begin by telling you what I don’t believe. I don’t believe that evolution happens exactly the way Darwin theorized. Too many holes in that one, and it will take some re-evaluation to get it closer to the truth. I don’t believe that scientists are anywhere close to coming up with their own Big TOE. Their “Standard Theory” of the universe (Gravity Based Model) has too many holes in it too – black ones, white ones, etc. Now by denying the validity of those theories, do I have an alternate one, you ask? Well of course. And I know you’re thinking that I will just blame it all on God. But you would be wrong in your premature assuming. I do give a Supreme Creator credit for the fabric of the Universe and the laws that seem to govern forces within it. But that’s as far as I am prepared to go at this point. Our place in that fabric seems to be one of a created consciousness experiencing a “reality” that is anything but real for purposes that have been largely undetermined or misunderstood by us. I do believe that the key to understanding the whole ball of wax is understanding consciousness. Right now we don’t, and the current thinking by our scientists is that it doesn’t even exist. Just go ask Stephen Hawking. And as far as evolution…hey I’ve read Zachariah Sitchen and watched Ancient Aliens on the History Channel. So there are other possibilities other than evolution or God to explain human history on this world. It still doesn’t explain advanced life forms in the galaxy as a whole, however. They had to start somewhere, and those theories of ancient aliens only pushed the question back a step or two. My theory is that God created this fabric – we call it space – and you can think of this fabric as something with infinite potential albeit regulated somewhat by rules we call laws of nature. Our consciousness does the rest creating a universe out of the nothingness of space much like the Matrix or holodeck on Star Trek. You have to understand that nothing we see is “real”. And all our concepts of things like atoms, and photons, and sub-atomic particles are just models that we conceive in our own minds to represent forces that only really exist while we’re observing them. Does the universe cease to exist when I close my eyes? No, of course not. It never really existed in the first place. But even with my eyes closed, my consciousness is still observing, and so is yours and everyone else’s. I imagine that an alien from some distant planet when confronted by the same fabric of space but observing it with different types of sensory capabilities than ours, would describe the universe completely differently than we do. They would never agree with us nor us with them upon the nature of the whole. In that case, who would be “right”? The answer is that we both would be. God, in his wisdom, has allowed for infinite possibilities and variety. And isn’t it a beautiful thing?

Thursday, December 27, 2012

My 2012 Wrap Up


2012 Wrap Up
  Well, 2012 is just about gone, and what a year it was. But like most years, when I come to the end of them, I’m not all that sad to see it go. It’s not that I’m rushing to get to the end of my life. Somehow I just don’t relate the marking off of days from the calendar with the passing of my life. A major disconnect there I know, but I think most of us might be a little guilty of that. We know there’s an end out there somewhere creeping up on us, but we don’t like to consciously acknowledge it. Anyway, here’s my wrap up of 2012. It was the first full year of my retirement from the working world rat race…I lost by the way…the rat won. But in my case it was probably because I let him - I’m a notorious underachiever. But with all my newfound spare time, I did manage to write two books and get them published on amazon.com. And I’m just wrapping up the third one as we speak. All those creative juices have been there all this time, but didn’t get turned loose until I retired. I traveled to the West Coast to San Diego this year to visit my granddaughter, Elyce. So now I have officially been to all three coasts of the U.S. of A. There’s still much of this country I would like to explore, but the chance of that gets slimmer and slimmer every day. But that’s okay. I love our little place in Ivanhoe, TX and am content to spend my remaining calendar days there. Now here’s a list of my favorite Movies, Books, and Music of 2012….
Movies: The Hobbit, The Avengers, The Amazing Spider-Man, John Carter, MIB 3, Skyfall, Seeking a Friend at the End of the World, Looper, and Prometheus. And in the animated category: Tangled and Brave.
Books:  Prides of Sol, Flight of the Solar Archangel, A Nepenthean Solution, The Children of Danu – Imperator,  Last of the Chosen, Knights of the Chosen, Voice of the Chosen, Time Travelers Never Die, First Time, Lost Time, Some of the Time, Saving Time, All the Time in the World, A Thousand Miles Away, The Nice Guy, The Return of the Nice Guy, Up to Bat, Last at Bat, TimeKeeperS, The Second Ship, Immune, Wormhole, Season Of The Harvest, First Contact (In Her Name), Evolution of a Sad Woman, Mercury Falls, Mercury Rises, The God Theory, and of course my own two books: World of Destiny Book 1: Rescued and Book 2: Dissolution.
Music: I’m not that into music anymore…don’t know why. Only album I bought this year was by the Piano Guys and I downloaded only two songs and they were Adele’s “Rolling in the Deep” and Bruno Mar’s “The Lazy Song” which I quickly dubbed as my personal theme song.
Favorite Food in 2012: It’s still Lasagna but, since I’ve been on a diet this year, my wife makes it with eggplant instead of noodles. Yummy!
Favorite thing to do: Sit on the front porch in the morning drinking coffee with my wife.
Favorite thing that happened: Or didn’t in this case…The World Didn’t End!
So from the above lists it’s easy to see where all my time and money go. And the list of books above just represents some of my favorites and only about a third of the ones I read this year. I love my kindle!
I would have to say that 2012 was a good year overall. But out with the old and in with the new as they say.
Goals for 2013: Finish book three and get it out there. Write a private eye novel. Spend as much time as possible with my wife, kids, and grandkids. Make new friends…not that the old ones aren’t good ones…it’s just that I don’t have too many of them (my kids and grandkids joke that I don’t have any and it’s not too far from the truth).  Keep love and peace in my heart and try to stay positive about the world when I don’t see enough of it there. Happy New Year Everyone!

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Being a Grandparent.


                                 https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=4616909253362

                                                             Grandkids & Great-Grandkids

  All of these kids call me Paw Paw. The above pictures are of my three granddaughters, Brittainey, Presley, and Elyce, and my great-grandson Jayden. Also are my granddaughter's two step-children Kody and Kinzley. The video link above is one of my nephew, Austin Landry's new baby boy, Liam being serenaded with a lullaby by his grandparents from Ireland. You know I've heard the phrase "the gift that keeps on giving". Well my two children, Krystal and Kaanan, were such a tremendous gift to my wife, Linda and I, and it has been one of those kind of gifts that just keeps on giving. The above little group of people give me so much joy every time I see them. They fill me with pride and love and so many magic moments. With them in my life, I would have to say that my life is complete. There is nothing else that I need to accomplish that is anywhere near as important or meaningful. I know that I have been blessed with the privilege of being Paw Paw to these beautiful people. I hope all of you have such blessings in your life. And I sincerely pray that all of mine and yours continue forward in the coming year happy and healthy.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Random Thoughts at The End of The World


Random Thoughts Before the End of the World
  Well, all my thoughts are a little random most of the time, right? So this is not so unusual. But with all this End of the World as we know it hoopla going on, I guess my thoughts are pretty scrambled right now. For one thing, it doesn’t feel like the end of the world. Today was a gorgeous day here in Southeast Texas. Didn’t look like the end of anything. No earthquakes, meteors, asteroids, tsunamis, polar shifts, or rogue planets and hey look, I can see the center of the galaxy from here and…nothing. Well some have said that we might go out with a whimper and not with a bang. I have friends who are actually looking forward to Friday as being the end for various reasons. Most are because they think this is what the Bible prophesied, and they are ready “to go home”.  I don’t know what their hurry is. We will all get there soon enough. Why rush it? Anyway, I have already gone on record saying why I don’t think that particular prophecy will be fulfilled this Friday. Anyway, I wonder if now would be a good time to buy a house? My son just did, and my daughter is contemplating doing the same. Now there’s optimism for you. Anyway, it does seem that the whole world has their panties in a bunch over this thing…even more so than they did when the calendars rolled around from 1999 to 2000. I slept through that one like a baby - not worried at all. And I will do the same this Thursday night. One of my favorite lines from a movie was spoken by one of the Viking warriors in the movie “Thirteen Warriors”. When their Arab friend was afraid before a battle against tremendous odds, one of the warriors asked him what he was afraid of. His reply was, “Death.” The Viking laughed and said fear of death was a waste of time. He told him that he could dig a hole in the ground and pull the Earth over him to hide, but if it was his time to go, Death would find him still. So he might as well fight and be unafraid. Sounds like good advice to me. I will not seek out death, but neither will I hide from it or spend one minute worrying about it. I am deeply saddened by the headlines lately. But I’m not too surprised by them.  I read the works of Reverend Thomas Robert Malthus a long time ago and knew that he was right. He put forth his ideas in the late 1700’s and early 1800’s when most people believed that society would evolve and continue to grow and perfect itself to the point of someday reaching a utopia. It was what most men believed, and a great deal of the impetus for men to leave Europe and come to the so-called New World was to set up just such a utopia. Today’s headlines are just more proof that Malthus was right and the utopians were wrong. Malthus pointed out that when man’s numbers became greater than his resources disease and famine would shrink his numbers back down again to a more manageable amount. If that didn’t happen fast enough, we would rend and tear at each other achieving the same result. There is a lot of rending and tearing going on in the world today. And you don’t have to be a prophet to see that it will only get worse. So if in the middle of all of this, you can still call yourself an optimist you are blessed among men. Or just plain bonkers! I’m not so sure yet which it is. But I will remain ever hopeful that we will somehow find our way. In the meantime, I’m not going to take life too seriously. After all, no one gets out of it alive anyway in the long run.

Monday, December 17, 2012

Karma (Part 2)


                                                             Karma (Part 2: Misconceptions)
 In part one; I talked about the common idea of Karma. But this idea is not the reality of what is believed and taught about Karma by Buddhists. To them karma is the accumulated effects of all your present and past actions upon the person that you are today. If you do or have done evil things, those acts of volition will taint your existence both now and in the future. Likewise if you have done good things. But there is no idea of being punished now or in the future for this behavior.  You just are what you are. But they believe that you can overcome bad Karma by always choosing to do good going forward. I’ve read things that sound very familiar when it comes to not being allowed in the presence of the Lord because your raiment is stained by sin and has to be washed clean by the blood of the Lamb before you can do so. Only in Buddhism there is no God who will judge you. Here is an interesting analysis from an article on Buddhism by Mahasi  Sayadaw:
“For instance, the table we see is apparent reality. In an ultimate sense the so-called table consists of forces and qualities. For ordinary purposes a scientist would use the term water, but in the laboratory he would say H 2 0. In this same way, for conventional purposes, such terms as man, woman, being, self, and so forth are used. The so-called fleeting forms consist of psychophysical phenomena, which are constantly changing not remaining the same for two consecutive moments. Buddhists, therefore, do not believe in an unchanging entity, in an actor apart from action, in a perceiver apart from perception, in a conscious subject behind consciousness. Who then, is the doer of Karma? Who experiences the effect? Volition, or Will, is itself the doer; Feeling is itself the reaper of the fruits of actions. Apart from these pure mental states there is no-one to sow and no-one to reap.”
 What I get out of all this is that what they are basically saying is that you are ultimately responsible for your own actions and by them receive your rewards or misfortunes. And that these rewards and misfortunes accrue over many lifetimes. Bottom line is that this philosophy doesn’t sound all that great to me and, except for the recurring lifetimes, not very different from what the atheists would have us believe. And furthermore, it is overall pretty pointless if the ultimate goal is just to become a spotlessly perfect human being who is always doomed to die and gets to do it all over again.
  So no, I’m not buying into the idea of Karma. And as I said before, the idea of reincarnation may be tempting, but I’m not selling the farm just yet to invest in that one either. I believe something else may be at work here that we don’t fully understand. I will keep my jury in the box and await further evidence. For now my faith in God will have to do. And with that comes the feeling that his plan is so much more and better than anything we can even imagine.